valinor

2007-03-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

wow, i havent blogged for ages..

just gonna make this a quick one..

zoo tmr at 845.. meeting silin and des at amk at around 745..

gonna be at the zoo the whole day.. hopefully it'll be fun aahh!!

gonna be busy the whole of next week.. yup=)

2007-02-08T21:53:00.000+08:00

Im so fricking pissed now.. the bbdc website is so screwed up... im trying to book my lessons and wtf's with 7 sessions??? i thought there's only 2 compulsory basic lessons... argh! pissed off... and my sis is off playing hockey, i cant ask her... forget it, i'll just ask dan tmr.. but i dont think he's doing at bbdc... FISH!!!!!!!!!!!!

my spots are starting to clear up, thats good... hopefully by saturday they'll be gone... argh... im still pissed...

o lvl results tmr, all the best to everyone, esp ym!! havent heard from her in ages...

2007-02-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

My mom wants me to cut my hair... by that i mean cut short... should i?? hmm...

today some j1 guy accidentally scratched me with a conventional paddle... it hurts but it's only pain, ive been thru pain far worse than superficial wounds this past week so this scratch is nothing...

DISHWALLA

"Angels Or Devils"

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

2007-02-01T21:55:00.000+08:00

that took quite a long time to upload haha... gareth and i were spamming photos the whole night HAHA... anyways, im looking forward to CDS02 coming soon =)

2007-01-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

Photos from CDS01! (class drinking session 01) actually its just 1 photo.. i'll upload the rest another day, my sis needs the com =)

The all american rejects
It ends tonight

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.J

ust a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight

It ends tonight,It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fightIt ends tonight,
It ends When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,It ends tonight.

Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fightIt ends tonight,It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

2007-01-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

Just managed to make my 12 o'clock curfew ahha... it was amazing how quickly glen and i mangaed to get a cab.. the cab driver was talking to us about how he doesnt like picking up passengers from china and some "ang mos" ahhaha..

i couldnt sleep last night.. it might be the leftover angst haha.. had very little sleep so i was feeling kinda dead during training... today's training was utter crap.. i really couldnt feel my strokes at all and my timing was really bad... olive is right, im mentally not strong.. so i need to psyche myself up before training and keep telling myself i need to beat olive.. we'll see on the next training (after ive sufficient rest, that is =P)

went for lunch with mel and pei..i feel so bad!! they wanted to meet at united square so i went into a building which i THOUGHT was it but i turned out to be at novena square haha..i sent mel and pei on a wild goose chase.. IM SORRY!!!... bought a nice purple grip for olive and my paddle.. did a little shopping and did alot of catching up with them..i didnt realise how much i missed them!!!! then i came home to sleep cos i was really tired...

slept for like 2 hours then got up and got ready to go out.. i put on pei's off shoulder top and i really like it!! haha... my sis gave me a ride to the bus stop cos it was drizzling and i found myself at meridian at 745.. people started turning up so we went inside to get a bite.. it was a great turn out, 13 people.. david, foxy, glen, gareth, jordan, luthfi, lalee, bel, christy, janice, pam, pet.. everyone looked so damn glam, it really was a pretty sight.. we spammed hell lot of photos so once david sends them, i'll put it up or put it on my friendster =)

reached clarke quay at around 930 and decided to settle at The Pump Room.. there was supposed to be a live band but we left before they could start cos it was so boring, there was no ambience... i had some beer and a vodka lime.. i tried some of gareth's corona, its actually one of the nicest tasting beer hahaha.. we left at around 1045 and stood outside the pub watching the penalty kicks.. i bet on singapore cos everyone else was supporting msia.. and... i won!! ahha...

we crossed the bridge and this guy said "ni yao wo yu ma?" or "do you want my fish".. lalee and all of us were suprised cos we didnt know what he was talking about but when we looked on the floor, there was a toy fish so we just burst out laughing haha.. we wanted to go to cafe iguana but it was packed.. so we hung out at the 7 eleven cos we were having a craving for chocolate but the queue was crazy.. pet, christy, janice, lalee and bel left, leaving the 6 of us.. we thought we could get a seat cos our group was smaller but it was a 30min wait so we decided to go to TCC...

by the time we sat down, it was already 1110. we ordered drinks and some desserts.. the lady told us the drinks will arrive quicker than the dessert but ironically, the desserts arrived first haha.. we had a real fun time just sitting there and talking... at 1150, glen and i left and shared a cab.. got home at around 12 so i met my curfew! ahha...

man, this is 1 out of 17 class outings this year.. the next one's on the 10th feb, hopefully.. i need to shop for something nice to wear!!! hahha.. 2t33 is the best class, ever haha...

once a fucking bastard, always a fucking bastard... i thought you changed but a leopard can never change its spots..

2007-01-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

HAHA!! today turned out good afterall! ahhaha... found something i never expected to find so soon and it made me really happy =)

i totally screwed up the econs test!!!! hahha... i totally crapped my way thru the whole test.. but silin was the best, she just slept thru the whole thing...

got back chem test today, didnt exactly do very well but i got 2nd in class ahhaha..

training!! initially i was in a super bad mood and i let it get in the way of my leadership so i apologise to justin, "IM SORRY JUSTIN!!!!"

i felt my strokes are much better today but the winds were really strong so it kinda affected our timing.. the winds were sp strong that if i didnt grab the paddle properly, it would have probably whacked me in the face hahaha... after that, we helped the j1s with emptying water and rowing and stuff... it was really fun HAHA!

whoo! tmr's gonna be a super busy day but i bet it'll be super fun... cant wait for tmr night!!!!! hahahah....

janice & silin & david & des & everyone else: I love you'll!!! im so sorry for not listening... *HUGS!!!!!

Mel and pei: heyhey! we all how tight!!! hahaha... my fellow ss members but mahtani's always missing O_o... we should have an ss dinner soon! haha

he bought me a drink! it was damn nice talking to him and he loves dogs!! super plus haha... *grins...

2007-01-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

I'm sick, i'm miserable, piss off, kill me...

saw the doc today, got some meds to take.. she said i cant exercise until i fully recover... i dont really care, im gonna start on thurs or fri, depending on my condition.. i cant afford not to train anymore.. im running a slight temp now but it'll pass like it has for the past 2 days.. shit man, my whole bod's super screwed up.. just kill me now...

i really dont have the patience to blog about what happends in my life anymore so my blog is more or less dead..

This is my new fav song from the killers.. enjoy.

The killers
For reasons unknown

I pack my case, I check my face
I look a little bit older
I look a little bit colder
With one deep breath, and one big step
I move a little bit closer, I move a little bit closer
For reasons unknown..

I caught my stride, I flew and flied
I know if destiny's kind, I've got the rest on my mind
Well my heart, it don't beat, it don't beat the way it used to
And my eyes, they don't see you no more
And my lips, they don't kiss, they don't kiss the way they used to
And my eyes don't recognize you no more

For reasons unknown
For reasons unknown

It was an open chair
We sat down in, the open chair
I said if destiny's kind, I've got the rest on my mind
But my heart, it don't beat, it don't beat the way it used to
And my eyes, they don't see you no more
And my lips, they don't kiss, they don't kiss the way they used to
And my eyes don't recognize you at all

For reasons unknown
For reasons unknown

I said my heart, it don't beat, it don't beat the way it used to
And my eyes, don't recognize you no more
And my lips, they don't kiss, they don't kiss the way they used to
And my eyes don't recognize you no more

For reasons unknown
For reasons unknown

its been forever since...

2007-01-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

Coldplay
Kingdom Come

Still my heart and hold my tongue
I feel my time
My time has come
Let me in
Unlock the door
I never felt this way before

And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummer begins to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know which way I’ve come

Hold my head inside your hands
I need someone who understands
I need someone, someone who hears
For you I’ve waited all these years
For you I’d wait till kingdom come
Until my day, my day is done
And say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me

In your tears and in your blood
In your fire and in your flood
I hear you laugh, I heard you sing
I wouldn’t change a single thing
And the wheels just keep on turning
The drummers begin to drum
I don’t know which way I’m going
I don’t know what I’ve become

For you I’d wait till kingdom come
Until my days, my days are done
And say you'll come and set me free
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me
Just say you'll wait, you'll wait for me

sigh...im missing you so much!! all the trainings are leaving me with little time to spend with you :(...

2006-12-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

Jimmy Eat World
Hear you me

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,so lucky, so strong, so proud?I
never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

Midnight tonight...

2006-12-29T13:30:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas! Actually its a little late but its still counted!! hah..

5 days left till school reopens.. im trying to rush through my work now ahha.. kinda last minute but it'll work out haha.. reflections for langkawi and exp, math homework and chem homework.. sigh...

Christmas this year wasnt really that special... i couldnt feel the Christmas spirit, dont ask why... The only highlight this Christmas was *you! i hope you like your presents and yes, i love mine =)

Damien Rice
Lonelily

I gave me away
I could have knocked off the evening
But I lonelily landed my waltz in her hands
In a way I felt you were leaving me
I was sure I wouldn't find you at home
And you let me down
You could have knocked off the evening
But you lonelily let him push under your bone
You let me down
It's no use deceiving
Neither of us wanna be alone

You're coming home, you're coming home

I gave me awayI could have knocked off the evening
But I was lonelily looking for someone to hold
In a way I lost all I believed in
And I never found myself so low
And you let me down
You could've called if you'd needed
But you lonelily got yourself locked in instead
And you let me down
It's one thing being cheated
But you took him all the way through your bed

And now you're coming home
And I'm trying to forgive
You're coming home
And I'm trying to forget
You're coming home
And I'm trying to move on
You're coming home
And you haven't called yet

You're coming home
And I'm trying to forgive
You're coming home
I'm just trying to forget
You're coming home
I'm trying to move on
You're coming home
But you haven't called
You're coming home

You're coming home, you're coming home

I gave me away
I could have knocked off the evening
But I lonelily loomed her into my bone
You let me down
There's no use deceiving
Neither of us wanna be alone

sigh.. im disappointed...

2006-12-21T21:23:00.000+08:00

Christmas is in a few days and i still dont have an outfit for mass on sunday... went shopping the whole day.. covered marina, city hall, raffles, taka, wisma, paragon and heeren (basically the whole of town) and i still couldnt find anything.. i got really pissed cos i dont have much time to shop before sunday cos training tmr and on saturday and sunday's the big day... sigh... im so disappointed... hopefully i'll be luckier tmr while shopping with dee, mel, mahtani, pei and i think cherie...

Daft Punk
Digital Love

Last night I had a dream about you
In this dream I'm dancing right beside you
And it looked like everyone was having fun
the kind of feeling I've waited so long

Don't stop come a little closer
As we jam the rythm gets stronger
There's nothing wrong with just a little little fun
We were dancing all night long

The time is right to put my arms around you
You're feeling rightYou wrap your arms around too
But suddenly I feel the shining sun
Before I knew it this dream was all gone

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and youI
wish this dream comes true

Ooh I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
We'll make this dream come true

Why don't you play the game ?
Why don't you play the game ?

im sorry i got so upset today :(

2006-12-13T21:23:00.000+08:00

Man, this song is super old school but i like it! haha... Langkawi tmr... i'll be back on the 19th!

Air Supply
Total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonightAnd I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in you eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart

And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time)
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight

Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart

I really cant wait to get back... 6 days is a long time to be away... esp from someone as special as you! XD... I'll be back soon, then we'll be able to spend that special day together!!

2006-12-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

im tired.... training today was alright, timing improved again.. but my stamina dropped a hell lot.. i gotta start running after exp =P... just checked out the canoeing blog... crap man, i got sentry duty at 4am on day 3 with a person i cant exactly get along with... fish la... nvm, i hope some kind soul will come to my rescue haha... man, i'm really excited for exp... i cant wait to row all the way to sembawang!! its gonna be damn cool.. hopefully i'll get to partner olive!!! it'll be super fun rowing with my T1 partner hahaha... i must rmb to get loads and loads of ziplock bags haha... and sunblock!!! haha... olive and i are gonna apply a super thick layer of sunblock ahah... man, its gonna be so fun.. i cant wait to see ppl like cheng paddle ahhaha!!! but cheng, dont worry, i'll watch out for you =)

2006-11-30T17:43:00.000+08:00

aww man, my back is aching from ytd's training... Think i'll just die tmr hahaah... just sent out a whole bunch of messages regarding exp... my life is getting monotonous... training, rest and go out.. and the going out part isnt very often cos most of the time i'll be training or resting... but its fine, exp's coming up =)

"You know you are in love when you see the world in his eyes, and his eyes everywhere in the world."

prom today... bet you're looking real good XD...

2006-11-28T17:29:00.000+08:00

I'm sitting here by the com and staring at pumba, our newly adopted cat.. she's cute haha... she was abandoned by the family who moved out from the first house... so, my family started feeding her and she's more or less ours cos she hangs around our house haha...

I've to admit, i was seriously fucking pissed today... i was on the verge of tears when i called to call it off because i really wanted to see you so badly and yet... sigh... the reason i was so upset was cos i cleared the whole day just to spend with you, got all nicely dressed up, used the perfume you like so much, i kinda had the day planned and was ready to go shopping with you for *ahem... but after much thought, i realised there was no point getting so upset... unexpected things do come up once in awhile so there really was no reason for my behaviour.. im sorry.. forgive me? i'll be waiting for your call tonight...

2006-11-21T17:42:00.000+08:00

Man, i love this song... its a little emo, but i like it =) oh, and i got it from Grey's Anatomy ahha...

Tegan and Sara
Where does the good go

Where do you go with your broken heart in tow?
What do you do with the left over you?
And how do you know, when to let go?
Where does the good go?

Where does the good go?
Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive
Look me in the heart and tell me you won't go
Look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love
Look me in the heart and un break broken, it won't happen

It's love that leaves that breaks the seal of always thinking you would be
Real happy and healthy, strong and calm
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?

Where do you go when you're in love and the world knows?
How do you live so happily while I am sad and broken down?
What do you say it's up for grabs now that you're on your way down?
Where does the good go? Where does the good go?

Actually, im a little pissed... its been 7 hours and counting... it doesnt take more than 20 sec, you know that.. just a msg... maybe im being unreasonable or overreacting... it'll pass... waZZa... and im sorry i wasnt fully conscious at 00:26 this morn...

2006-11-19T15:37:00.000+08:00

My back's killing me... seriously...

Guys, remember training on wed's at 830 k... dont be late!!! ahaa...

2006-11-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

new layout!!! how is it?

man, i cant wait for training to start... cant wait to get into water again...

the hols are finally here... op's on friday... gonna try to ace it...

Dashboard Confessional
Stolen

you watch the season pull up its own stakes
and catch the last weekend of the last week
before the gold and the glamour have been replaced,
another sun soaked season fades away

you have stolen my heart

invitation only grant farewells
crush the best one, of the best ones
clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

you have stolen my heart

and from the bar room floor we are in celebration
one good stretch before our hibernation
our dreams assured and we are, we'll sleep well

you have stolen you have stolen my heart

i watch you spin around in the highest heels
you are the best one, of the best ones
we all look like we feel

you have stolen my heart

2006-10-22T22:48:00.000+08:00

Arctic Monkeys
A Certain Romance

Well oh they might wear classic Reeboks
Or knackered Converse
Or tracky bottoms tucked in socks
But all of that's what the point is not
The point's that there ain't no romance around there
And there's the truth that they can't see
They'd probably like to throw a punch at me
And if you could only see them, then you would agree
Agree that there ain't no romance around there

You know, oh it's a funny thing you know
We'll tell 'em if you like
We'll tell 'em all tonight
They'll never listen
Cause their minds are made up
And course it's all okay to carry on that way

And over there there's broken bones
There's only music, so that there's new ringtones
And it don't take no Sherlock Holmes
To see it's a little different around here
Don't get me wrong, oh there's boys in bands
And kids who like to scrap with pool cues in their hands
And just cause he's had a coupla cans
He thinks it's alright to act like a dickhead

Don't you know, oh it's a funny thing you know
We'll tell em if you like
We'll tell em all tonight
They'll never listen
Cause their minds are made up
And course it's all okay to carry on that way

I said no
Oh no!
Oh you won't get me to go!
Anywhere, said anywhere I won't go
Oh no no!

Well over there there's friends of mine
What can I say, I've known 'em for a long long time
And yeah they might overstep the line
But I just cannot get angry in the same way
Not in the same way
Not in the same way
Oh no, oh no no

2006-10-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

just got back from giam's party... happy birthday giam!! the cab driver was damn nice haha... he was talking about the haze and how i shouldnt be outdoors and that i should drink lots of water... then he was talking about how his shift ends at 5am and that he takes saturday and monday off cos he can watch soccer and all that hahah... it was an enjoyable ride, i must say haha... the haze is really starting to take a toll on my health.. my throat is quite screwed up, i need to constantly drink water....

Rob Thomas
Ever The Same

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broke
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart

Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the sameCall on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same

im really sorry i gave you false hope when i walked thru the doors the second time round... im just really confused right now... i explained it to you already... i know you dont have the time to spare but i really cant make the decision right now... but you should know why i turned up.. i still care... anyway, my phone'll always be on me (and my number isnt difficult to rmb)... you should know...

we were spamming photos during phy class hahah =)

2006-10-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

I feel like crap today.. im falling sick... f*ck...

today's morning run was hell.. im damn unfit now... pull ups were a killer... f*ck...

sorry for the vulgarities, im not in a very good mood today...

these pictures were from dav's party and foxy's camera... my fav is the black and white one... im too lazy to put the others up.. next time...

whats the point of liking someone if that someone doesnt doesnt like you back..

2006-10-04T21:45:00.000+08:00

Man, today was rubbish... practically the whole j1 cohort was staring at us on stage... rubbish.. all i did was ask one question and sat there the remaining 45 mins.. i couldnt even see the slides the guy was showing... AND!!! i was damn uncomfortable... i couldnt sit properly.. and half the time i was worried my shirt wasnt tucked in and that bro paul had a clear view of me hahah... but it wasnt that bad afterall, i guess... just hope im not unlucky again to get picked for another one of these discussion panel things...

i feel like crap.. there's run tmr morning and i know im failling sick... f*ck....

The Fray
How to save a life

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Seriously, this song sums up my "situation"... its awfully familar...

2006-10-03T20:54:00.000+08:00

monday!
school was fine, had 2 hours of phy, almost died but it was fine.. went for a jog after school.. silin followed me for the first 6 rounds then she stopped cos her back was aching... so i continued on my way... after awhile justin joined me... it was really fun cos we were talking then towards the last round, dunno about him, but i was running short of breath ahha.. we started singing "dont look back in anger" by oasis.. it was really fun but i was dying after an hour of jogging, covering 20 rounds haha... hey captain! thanks man, for jogging with me despite my "super-fast" pace hahah... it was really fun =)
met mr lester low for the s-cube rubbish.. tmr's gonna be a horrible day for me, i can feel it.. i wont be able to fall asleep in the PAC like the last time.. roar.... ahha... hope i wont have to say anything.. bleh... haha...

today!
silin brought her gameboy with the crystal version of pokemon!!! haha... its damn cool... her legendary dog is damn cute hahahha.... we restarted the game cos she completed it before... now my beyleef is lvl 17 or 18, its damn cute hahah.. and i only have 2 pokemon, the beyleef and a bird which meryl caught haha... im waiting to get a rod to go fishing... and i wanna get an arcanine!!!! its super cute hahah... oh, i forgot to mention silin and i named our trainer "Des" haha.. we wanted to make him a girl but decided to give him some face so its a guy named Des ahha... man, its really super fun to play hahaha... im gonna play the whole of tmr =P haha... didnt run today, my throat's killing me.. maybe its cos of the haze haha... but we played some frisbee for a while.. gonna run tmr with lala and foxy outside school... maybe i'll drag des along (not the trainer but the real desmond lau "liu kou shui" hahahaha) man, my back's aching for no reason... my body hasnt ached for a long while.. it sucks hahaha... kk, thats it for today... =)

2006-09-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

been town-ing these past few days... town's getting boring...

today:
got up at 9 for my piano lesson.. then cleaned my room (cos my mom asked me to =P)... didnt realise my room was in such a mess haha.. and i found like 4 or 5 stress balls... people may think im quite stressed haha... now my room looks good =)

after cleaning my room (including mopping the floor), i went to meet mel and pei in town... BUT!!! it was raining so heavily so i sat at home for awhile and waited for the rain to lighten up.. as soon as the rain lightened up a little, i got out of the house.. but after 100 metres or so, it started to get heavier... unlucky me.. plus i was wearing heels so i couldnt run (it wouldve been to unglam haha) so i just took my time and made my way to the bus stop.. by the time i got there, the lady at the bus stop was staring at me cos i was drenched through haha... not long after, the bus arrived and i was frickin freezing once i stepped on... then met pei at far east and mel arrived soon after.. walked to wheelock to get mel2's nano fixed cos apparently she couldnt transfer songs... we waited for like 20 odd mins (maybe more)... to our surprise, the guy managed to upload songs into it so there didnt seem to be a problem... *ragh... it ate into our shopping time haha... we covered taka, heeren and cine... so far after promos, ive gotten:-
1. a pair of earrings for my piercing
2. a new (damn cute) pencil box
thats all... how saddening haha... cant wait to go bugis with my sis, i need new shirts!!!

yesterday:
i got up at 11am to an empty house... my mom went for her doc's appointment, my sis went to school, other sis and dad went to work.. met janice in town at around 1 plus then went shopping.. she got a pair of shorts she eyed from the day before... then we met up with jade and rah.. havent talked to them in ages!! and jade was so adorable... janice bought 3 dasies... she asked jade, "jade, what flower is this?" jade replied "its a sunflower, im not stupid k" HAHAHAHAHAH.... that was ultimate.... ahha... we laughed till we almost teared ahha... then we made our way to david's house.. changed into out pjs... lala and foxy were damn cute hahah... we watched "what a girl wants".. it got quite boring towards the end so silin and i played a round of cards with the guys then went down to the kitchen to help gomez and david... we had a good talk about relationships ahah... after the show, the girls came down then the guys went up to watch some korean show... then it was dinner time!! the food was not bad... went up again to finish the korean show.. ive to admit, it was quite funny haha.. it was also out with the drinks ahha... i'd just one bottle of barcardi lime.. wanted vodka but no one else wanted to drink so ya..

after that we went down again and sat around the dining table.. there was a huge amount of food leftover so we decided to play "007".. man, i sucked haha.. think i screwed up like 3/4 times ahha.. the apple crumble ice cream was the sex... oh no, im starting to talk like a guy ahhaha... then we went up to david's room... silin and i spammed janice's camera and any other camera we could find haha... then we watched FD3... but i left half way and walked janice out to the bus stop.. at the bus stop, i realised gareth still had my ez-link cos i lent it to him when he went out with david to cold storage... haha... man, last night was really fun, hanging with my class and just chilling... reached home, took a shower and watched resident evil: apocalypse... it was alright... the game's better, though... then i hit the sack after that...

mass tmr... hopefully my sis'll follow me =)

PS: "there are other models on the runway".. thanks david, my seating partner haha... =)

2006-09-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

man, i had fun today... had lunch with my mom, dad and sis at sushi tei.. didnt really eat much cos i didnt have the appetite.... then i met up with janice and jade and we went to cut hair.. man, it was fun catching up with them.. i havent talked like that in a long time hahhaa... then we went to cut hair... we practically combed the whole of far east trying to look for a decent hair salon ahah.. janice wanted to go clippers but jade and i didnt want to... i didnt mind supercuts but they didnt want so we ended up at rave.. i just trimmed my hair cos i want to grow it out... and the lady cutting my hair said i was quiet as compared to janice and jade haha... tell me something i didnt already know ahhahah... then we met up with des at ps... i decided to treat myself with something i wanted for the past 3/4 months haha... des also got one... mine's alright now ahha... then i went home.. the heels i was wearing were killing me ahah.. man, it's been ages since i chatted with mahtani... its so awesome... if only she didnt have to go overseas, id be hanging out with her ahah... my new fav song.. catch it on youtube =)

The killers
When You Were Young

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now ... here he comes!

He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young

Can we climb this mountain
I don't know Higher now than ever before
I know we can make it if we take it slow
Let's take it easy
Easy now, watch it go

We're burning down the highway skyline
On the back of a hurricane that started turning
When you were young
When you were young

And sometimes you close your eyes
and see the place where you used to live
When you were young

They say the devil's water, it ain't so sweet
You don't have to drink right now
But you can dip your feet
Every once in a little while

You sit there in your heartache
Waiting on some beautiful boy to
To save you from your old ways
You play forgiveness
Watch it now here he comes

He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But he talks like a gentleman
Like you imagined when you were young
(He talks like a gentlemen, like you imagined when)
When you were young

I said he doesn't look a thing like Jesus
He doesn't look a thing like Jesus
But more than you'll ever know

2006-09-28T12:17:00.000+08:00

I think im falling sick... i woke up this morning at 645 shivering... so i pulled the blanket over me but i was still feeling cold... but i fell back to sleep cos i need my sleep and 5hours at that point of time was insufficient for me so i ended up getting up at 1030! cant wait for tmr... dav's party!!! drinking time XD happy days are here again haha... no one's gonna see stacy drunk cos i dont get drunk haha...

I was supposed to post this up last night but my com was kinda screwed up... it took so bloody long i gave up and went upstairs to charge my phone and continue my conversation with des... anyway, des introduced this song to me last night.. i think its really good.. find it on youtube, kinda cool video XD O.o

Jamison Parker
Best mistake

I chronicled the days you made me want to live
Memorized the way that it felt and then I turned it into this kiss
Tonight I'm wearing my best smile and hope to make me worth your while
I'll be the best mistake you'll ever make

From the lack of sleep and the bloodshot eyes
To the nervous kiss and the butterflies
Does this make any sense at all
She said, she said

We're not sleeping, and I'm not breathing
If this means anything at all
I won't let you leave me anymore

If this holds insignificance, I'll have the hearse follow the ambulance
No medicine exists to make my lungs work again

Let's shake and burn, like an addict
My hearings dead, only static
If I said your smiles all that mattered
Would you save my life

We're not sleeping, and I'm not breathing
If this means anything at all
Don't let me leave you anymore
Don't let me leave you anymore

P.S. Thanks ngoh hiang, for last night.. i really needed someone... thanks for making me laugh with all your super lame jokes... you really cheered me up... XD

I expected more.. at least a call and a reason.. we said we'd pick things up after the exams.. true enough, we picked things up and dropped it all 5 hours after my last paper.. how nice... and you expected us to last thru NS? this is a joke... well, congrats, you broke my heart.. not only broke, but smashed it into a million pieces... sorry, sorry... i shouldnt be blaming you, i should be blaming myself for pinning my hopes up so high... on an individual with a history... and i thought you changed... HAH! what utter rubbish... and i thought you were the "perfect" one... man, i should really slap myself... not just slap, i should take a knife and plunge it into my chest cavity but no, im not gonna let a minor setback put me down... i'll be up and running again by 12 tonight.. thats in 12 hours and 10 mins... youre the first person i actually cared for.. youre the first person who made me cry.. youre the first person who broke my heart... wow, congrats.. youre the first person to break me and it was no easy feat.. i tip my hat off to you... i shouldve detected this earlier.. when you didnt even bother dropping me a msg in the morning after the stayover... yea, i didnt msg you... in actual fact, i was pissed, k.. real pissed... and when you called, we just exchanged a few sentences and that was it... it was really good hearing your voice after a night of not and yet... a few sentences... sigh... you were right all along.. it was a mistake to have said yes... i didnt know what i was getting myself into.. well, now i know.. so much for "i wont leave you, i promise" well, now you are to me what you were in the past, just a friend... if you travel a little further back, someone i held a grudge against.. hah, im so silly... really silly..

2006-08-20T01:20:00.000+08:00

maybe i should blog... its been ages since i really posted... im kinda exhausted from training but i dont seem sleepy at all.. maybe cos *someone* is keeping me awake haha... training was fine... kinda demoralized, though... but next time, im gonna conquer the boat haha.. effectively, we're left with 4 weeks before promos... time to mug hard!

i really hope wei is doing fine.. i havent been in contact with her for the longest time... we're definately gonna meet up after promos to catch up.. i just hope she keeps herself safe until then...

Nada Surf
If you leave

If you leave, don't leave now
Please don't take my heart away
Promise me just one more night
Then we'll go our separate ways
We've always had time on our sides
Now it's fading fast
Every second every moment
We've gotta make it last

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd still be friends, someday

If you leave I won't cry
I won't waste a single day
But if you leave don't look back
I'll be running the other way
Seven years went under the bridge
Like time was standing still
Heaven knows what happens now
You've got to you gotta say you will

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again, someday

I touch you once I touch you twice
I won't let go at any price
I need you now like I needed you then
You always said we'd meet again someday

If you leave
If you leave
Don't look back
Don't look back

2006-08-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

Snow patrol

Chasing cars

We'll do it all

Everything

On our own

We don't need

Anything

Or anyone

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know

How to say

How I feel

Those three words

Are said too much

They're not enough

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old

Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time

Chasing cars

Around our heads

I need your grace

To remind me

To find my own

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old

Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am

All that I ever was

Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where

Confused about how as well

Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2006-06-05T20:29:00.000+08:00

Got my hair cut with my sis today...
side view... cool? i kinda like my hair cos its a little punk.. and i kept the length in preparation for growing my hair out... now i have to spend that extra 10 to 15 mins styling my hair before i leave the house hah...

im asking myself.. do i really want it?? these past few weeks have been absolutely wonderful.. but will it all change... i have to make a decision by tmr... ive been waiting for this to happen for the longest time.. but now that its here, i dont know what to do... i dont need help, i have to decide on my own.....

2006-05-24T21:08:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging in a while, been too busy... actually just lazy haha... got detention yesterday, got caught by bro paul for string... it totally ruined my day haha.. detention was shifting tables and chairs for the gp exam on friday.. it turned out to be quite fun cos we dragged luthfi and justin to do it with us ahhaha... today, went to watch da vinci code today, turned out worst than expected haha.. the book was really much better.... gonna stay at home and mug the whole of tmr.. i need an A for gp ahha...

2006-05-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

Just a quick one, I have to finish my homework.. water training on wed.. it was kinda slack, just did sprints and stuff... tried k-2 with sean, made him capsize, sorry! =D haha... thursday sports carnival, netball rocked... went for lunch then came home for piano... friday, went for lunch with my family then went TMCC to swim...however, we swam for only 10 odd mins then the guard told us to get out of the pool cos there was lightning... so we took a bath, then played pool haha... BBQ at momo's house was super fun, havent seen zhen jie, giam and Cheryl for ages.. Pity novi couldn't make it... Today, training in the morning...Did strokes today, the new stroke sucks.. I cant really seem to do it... Did sprints after that... But it started to rain really heavily and I was sitting in the rain like some idiot waiting for olive who was under the bridge seeking shelter ha... funny but ya... did a sprint with both seans(k-2), olive and nat (both T-1) olive and I both cut into nat's lane, sorry!! ahah.. I almost capped 3/4 times cos I wasnt used to the high seat... tmr's the day... nervous... was told to do my best, I hope I will... dont want to get disappointed again... rice and bananas tonight with a gallon of water....

2006-05-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

morning run today, got up super early...did circuits, my fav =P haha... then went to the pull up bar... olive is getting lighter!! which means she's getting hell lot stronger haha.. think the 3 pull ups by end of this year are possible haha... school was alright, softball was fun but ironically, the ball is super hard haha... (for your info, i just cracked a super lame joke =D) haha... yup... maths was fun, think i was the only one paying attention in class hahah.. anyways, bridge after school was fun haha.. rah, hongkit, desmond and i were playing then desmond left so we were one short haha... so we played 3 person bridge... after awhile, sean was in the canteen so he came over to play... k, here's how the game went... i won the bid with 3 diamonds ( i think) so partner ace of diamonds... so we played like 2/3 sets... then i realised that sean was my partner but his cards were like telephone number!!! hahaha... initially, i was supposed to trash him so that he'll owe me another 100 push ups ahha.. however, we ended up partnering hahah... he was willing to take me down with him if he loses ahhaha.. true enough ahahha... we ended up getting trashed by hongkit and rah haah.. next round, someone had to wash so it was "daidi" or however you spell it... i won, thank to sean's help ahahha.. then we "zao-ed" home haha.. i came home and ended up sleeping for like 2 hours hahah... alright,maths tutorial time! haha.. water tmr =P

2006-04-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

ytd's training was slack cos it rained... luthfi had it all planned out at first but it was all ruined thanks to the rain... did 10 rounds up and down, guys did 12 (the guys are damn zai now, they lapped me like 2/3 times ahha) after that was the relay which rocked cos hong kit and erwin were damn good haha... then we did 10 sets of 10 counts of 4 push-ups/ crunches (interchangable) but the last set was counts of 8... then that was pretty much it... but the push ups were pretty intensive.. sue maine got injured but she;s alright now, i hope =)

should i take on mel and erwin's bet? 100 packets of hello pandas if i grow my hair long... yes? no? post a comment on my tag pls haha...

water training tmr.. im gonna "cheong" all the way, no more playing a fool... im gonna get serious, wanna take part in nationals this year haha... yup...

2006-04-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

my bruise is damn unsightly... all thanks to the blood thick needle that sucked the blood out of me... now i look as if i'd been abused... hopefully i'll survive tmr's land training hah....

2006-04-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

ive decided to blog... today i was kinda in a dilema... there's 4x400 heats tmr and water training... how?? i dont wanna let down my class but at the same time, i need to practise my strokes... i really wanna train hard cos i wanna take part in nationals and make my mark =D haah... just kill me... oh, mahtani's back from aust... stayed over at her house last friday, it was real fun.. had alot of catching up to do with her... when she, mel and i went shopping on friday, it really was like old times.. i missed it... now wed and sat trainings are split up.. it sucks... the main reason why training is fun cos of the ppl.. especially when we're all put together...

Placebo
Centrefolds

Come on Balthazaa I refuse to let you die
Come on fallen star I refuse to let you die
Cos that's wrong and I've been waiting far too long
It's wrong I've been waiting far too long
For you to be..be me..be..be mine
For you to be mine..be mine..for you to be mine
And it's wrong, I've been waiting far too long
It's wrong, I've been waiting far too long
For you to be..be me..be

All the centrefolds that you can't afford
Have long since waved their last goodbyes
All the centrefolds that you can't afford
You've long since faded from their eyes
So be..be mine

2006-04-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

I feel as if im waiting for all eternity for something that'll never happen

quick update... played bridge with shem, jade, hong kit and janice after school... yi hui was being hardworking and studying hahaha.. should i pierce??? im still thinking.... haha... chatting with mahtani online, havent had a good chat with mel and her for a long time haha.... she'll be back soon so ya haha!!!! happy days! haha..

2006-04-08T18:08:00.000+08:00

Got up at 645 today to go to kallang... its damn bloody early to get up on a saturday but no conplaints, its all for the love of the sport... we started off with a 20mins run which totally killed my leg.. i was dying... but pain is only superficial so tolerance was the key... we did a few exercises after that and went into water... we learnt a new stroke and spent the whole training using that stroke... this is the first time i paddled till i didnt feel like paddling anymore... but endurance is they key... think im getting used to the T boat.. but i almost capped while sprinting... at the end of training, shawn asked me to rate the training on a scale of 1 to 10 with 10 being the toughest.. i gave it a 7... but come to think of it, i think its more of a 5.5 haha... but he said that training was actually slack.. agreed. after a bath, i rushed home cos i was supposed to have piano but she cancelled on me yet again... i rushed till i missed a proper lunch... anyways, i slacked around till 3+ then took a nap... i just got up around 20 mins ago haha... dont think i'll be going for christy's party, my leg is really killing me.. i need one of my parents to bring me to the sensei but my dad's golfing and my mom just came back from a flight and is currently sleeping... i guess i'll just have to wait..

the whole world doesnt have to revolve around you.. everything i do doesnt have to be done for or about you... a song is just a song, it has no significance... im not gonna waste my time replying your 2 sentence email... talking terms?? whats the use, nothing will ever be the same anymore.

2006-04-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

yay, my com's back!! haha... ever since my sis started work at tanjong pagar, she's been so into computer and stuff haha... now she's totally IT savvy haha...

anyways, today was our first water training after like 2/3 weeks. our instructor who took us for our one star course was present. At first, erwin and i were waiting for the others to launch first cos we wanted to see how many ppl will cap even before leaving the shore haha... but after a while, we kinda got the hang of it haha... all the guys capped a few times but none of the girls did haha.. this proves that girls have a better sense of balance haha.. or maybe, the guys too "xiong" and all wanna "cheong" haha... pardon my han yu pin yin ahhaha... training was super slack... after training we took a little walk to the indoor stadium ahha... it was then that my leg started to hurt.. well, not exactly my leg but like my ankle area.. i think its an old injury but it totally changed my mood... after bathing, we cabbed down to cine to meet desmond and mel for dinner... i was totally grumpy cos i was bothered by my leg.. BLEH! i was kinda pissed off cos even walking was killing me... heck, its only pain and pain can be tolerated... maybe i'll pay a visit to the chinese sinsei guy tmr to have it checked out but most probably not cos i dont have a ride =P.

Why are humans such social creatures? why cant we live our lives in isolation and feed off the grief other people emit? like parasites...

Dashboard
Ghost of a good thing

I guess it's luck but it's the same
Hard luck you've been trying to tame
Maybe it's love but it's like you said
"Love is like a role that we play"

But I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But i believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

But you're chasing the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Is getting away from you again
While you're chasing ghosts

I guess it's luck but it's the same
Hard luck you've been trying to tame
Maybe it's love but it's like you said
"Love is like a role that we play"

But I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But i believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

But you're chasing the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Is getting away from you again
While you're chasing ghosts

Just bend the pieces till they fit
Like they were made for it
But they weren't meant for this
No they weren't meant for this

Just bend the pieces till they fit
Like they were made for it
But they weren't meant for this

Chasin' the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Is getting away, away, away, away from you again

Chasin' the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Is getting away from you again
While you're chasing ghosts

2006-03-23T21:34:00.000+08:00

i blogged on shaleen and my blog so go check it out :)

http://yoyopartners.blogspot.com/

2006-03-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

I MISS JADE LIM YI SHAN!!! hah... today we went scotts after school to meet up with jade and co... it seems like ages since we met up to talk like last time.. such a pity fei wasnt there... I MISS 1T29!!!!

Kings of Convenience
I'd rather dance

I'd rather dance with you than talk with you
So why don't we just move into the other room
There's space for us to shake, and hey, I like this tune

Even if I could hear what you said
I doubt my reply would be interesting for you to hear
Because I haven't read a single book all year
And the only film I saw, I didn't like it at all

I'd rather dance, I'd rather dance than talk with you
I'd rather dance, I'd rather dance than talk with you
I'd rather dance, I'd rather dance than talk with you

The music's too loud and the noise from the crowd
Increases the chance of misinterpretation
So let your hips do the talking
I'll make you laugh by acting like the guy who sings
And you'll make me smile by really getting into the swing
Getting into the swing, getting into the swing
Getting into the swing, getting into the swing
Getting into the swing, getting into the swing
Getting into the swing, getting into the swing...

(Getting to the swing...)
I'd rather dance, I'd rather dance than talk with you
I'd rather dance, I'd rather dance than talk with you
I'd rather dance, I'd rather dance than talk with you
I'd rather dance, I'd rather dance than talk with you
I'd rather dance with you
I'd rather dance with you

2006-03-18T17:22:00.000+08:00

my blog seems to be alright... anyways, my room is officially green now! i spent the whole day painting it and its kinda alright haha... but i have paint all over my arms and my head haha, dont ask haha... hmmm... yesterday was fun, we met up at ps, our usual place ahha.. i met sarah peh, my mei, whom ive not seen for like ages... i kinda miss stc and all the ppl there but its alright! ytd we played pool.. i almost beat hong kit!!! but didnt, it was a close game haha... then we caught a movie, V for Vandetta then i had to rush home for dinner cos my mom was being "neh" haha... they wanted to come over for dinner but a bit short notice so cannot... next time must tell me 1 day in advance!!!! hahahah..... hmmm... im gonna go bathe, gonna scrub all the green paint off my body haha...

2006-03-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

my blog's screwed up...

2006-03-08T22:37:00.000+08:00

whoa, my blog has been rotting... i shall update hahah... 2nd orientation now, its quite alright... i was in ig 32.. met some new ppl but xiang li is the best cos she's totally lame like me haha.. even our handwriting is similar haha... too bad she's in a diff class if not we would have been super lame haha... but now im in 1T33, super noisy class hahah... if i stayed in my old combi, think i would've most probably be in 16 but its alright, i'll die with h2 phy haha... tmr's finale night... think we're gonna scream till we lose our voice... morning run tmr, havent exercised for like a week plus cos ive been sick... sucks, hopefully i still have my arm muscles and stamina hahaha.. guess thats it, i'll try to update more often :P

2006-01-26T21:02:00.000+08:00

Its been like 2/3 days since the blood doantion...my 'scar' is alright but there's a blue-black forming around it haha... but it doesnt hurt so its alright... the donation part didnt hurt at all, just alittle.. the blood test hurt more than the actual process haha... but it was a great experience haha... today.. went for morning run... i TRIED to give wei ren a wake up call at like 6 but he didnt pick up.. i finally managed to get him at like 620 but i told him to forget it cos there was no way he could reach school in like 20 mins so ya... BUT!!! at 640, he came!!! i was and still am super amazed that he made it haha... i still have no idea how he made it haha... hmm... played some frizbee (it is spelt like that, right?) with our class ppl... it was so fun bullying jade haha.. and there was this super gross grey coloured worm like thing on the ground and leonard picked it up!!!!! jade and i started screaming cos it was really gross.. it looked like it had melted into the grass hahaha.. too much detail!!! ahha... wanted to go to the gym but it was closed..... but we hung around the pull up bar and left...im off for m'sia soon to visit my grandpa... this'll be the first CNY i would've ever spent with him.. its kinda exciting haha... well, thats it! happy CNY, try not to eat too much rubbish!!!

2006-01-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

i really should change my blogskin.. i'll do it soon ahha.... canoeing today was alright... canoed with shemuel again.. but the boat seemed alittle lower than the first time.. anyways, i think we've improved haha... now our boat is able to go straight haha... the canoeing part was alright.. the horrible part was the fitness part... we did hell lot of push ups... think around 200+?? haha... maybe more but it was quite bad cos its after canoeing so we were all kinda exhausted... we changed then went out for dinner, 8 of us in total... victoria, natalie, shemuel, olive, jenny, pearl, daniel and me... we couldnt make up our mind where to eat so we kinda ended up at pizza hut haha... after that natalie and pearl left, so the 6 of us went to swensons to have dessert haha... we had a giant earthquake and an apple crumble aha... mind you, all of us were famished ahha... we had a great time talking and all haha... one more thing, happy birthday meiyi!! haha..

2006-01-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

this morning i didnt realise that i switched off my alarm clock and i totally panicked when i woke up at 915 cos piano was at 930.. so imagine how i panicked hahaha... piano was so horrible today!!! but i still like it haha... then went out for lunch with my mom... she dropped me off at the bus stop then i met mel in town... we went to cine first to wait for miss poon who showed up 45mins later haha... meanwhile, we were talking to lemo who like planned a class outing but only 4 showed up ahaha... we also met nette they all and we saw keshia after like a year or so.. she's so tall now!! ahah.. anyways, we went shopping but it was damn xianing for me haha.. man, can dee and mel shop... i was damn bored, i tell you but no, they didnt pity me one bit hahaha.... but it was fun, our last shopping trip for the next year or so... after that we went outside taka where they were gonna have the funkamania... there were a few bands playing there... the jazz band was damn hot... there was another band with a super cool drummer... before we left for dinner, this damn hip band took the stage and they guy had a damn sexy voice and he was singing one of my fav songs, brightlights by matchbox 20... but, dinner was more important so ya haha.. we went to nydc for dinner... afterwhich we went back to taka for the real funkamania... i thought the ppl from the opening act could dance pretty well.. i thought the guy in the jersey was good but he didnt win ahaha... anyways, mel and i have concluded that dancers have hot bods hahaha...

2006-01-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

my whole body is totally aching!!! i cant lift my arms straight up, my stomach hurts whenever i get up from the chair, my neck hurts when i turn around, my knees are scraped, my palms are sore, there's fibreglass everywhere... BUT, I LOVE CJC CANOEING!!! haha... today's training was damn fun, im gonna stick to caneoing for as long as i can haha... i like the part when we were in a raft then the j3 asked us to stand up and change place with the opp canoe hahaha... i just found out that the canoe is like super totally stable, all of us stood up without any prob haha... after that i ended up partnering shemuel.. our canoe kept going zig-zag, literally! haha...we were the noisest canoe la, all the other ppl were damn quiet, so anti-social!!! haha... we were talking super loud hhaa... oh, we also kept crashing into practically everyone haha... shemuel is damn strong la haha.. he paddled and overtook so many all-guy canoes hahaha... but after the break on shore, we managed to canoe straight so it wasnt so bad ahhaha... oh, did i mention a guy touched the dead cat floating in the kallang river?? mind you, the water is already black (or milo-ish colour) to begin with ahah... it was damn gross la haha... but thats the same water which splashed everywhere (especially on my hair =P) haha... but dont worry, i had a good bath to wash everything off... but i kinda had a little difficulty cos my arms are aching like hell ahhaha... went holland v after that to meet our class for dinner... we were damn noisy la haha... at one point in time, the manager was like trying to look up at us from downstairs so we kinda got the hint that we were a little too noisy hahaha... but it was fun.. such a pity that dee's leaving so soon... the class would be much more vibrant with her around.... dee, if youre reading this, you better come back to visit us k?? haha... k, i better get going, i've to catch some shut eye before tmr's day out haha...

2006-01-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

oh crap.. my whole body is aching like mad... i thought yesterday's training was alright just that the last part was a REAL killer... today's morning run was a real work out... we did half of what the j2s were doing and yet the finished before us... crap... we've alot of catching up to do ahha... tmr we're going to kallang so i hope it'll be fun... hopefully i'll be able to move my arms more by tmr haha... oh!!! i love 1T29!!! haha... the class is damn funny!!! i think we've become infamous for all the wrong things haha... 2nd proper day of school and our whole class was late for phy lecture haha... then SOMEONE (totally not mentioning LINTON's name HAHA) broke the handle of our homeroom ahhaha... it was damn funny!!!! then after that the fans in the class couldnt work so ya haha... but the technician is damn amazing, he fixed lao shi's computer up and the fans in like 5 mins but i dont know about the door... nvm, we'll see it tmr! hahah...

2006-01-10T18:49:00.000+08:00

public holiday!!! haha.. last night was really fun and all haha... i still dont think that it matters whether or not you're vain.. i mean it matters to a certain extent, definately.. but if its mild then its alright.. if it doesnt affect your studies or anything then its fine.. unless of couse youre talking about an obsession with being pretty and totally self obessed.. thats where anorexia and other eating disorders come in... but!! if you're just "vain-ing" yourself up for the sake of doing so so that people dont stare at you on the streets... dont you just hate it when ppl stare at you? its like wassup man? youre just like them, so whats the diff? haha.. i think im a super aggressive person ahah...

2006-01-10T18:15:00.000+08:00

Blink 182
Story of A Lonely Guy

Push it out, fake a smile
AVERT disaster, just in time
I need a drink, cause in a while
Worthless answers from friends of mine
It's dumb to ask, cool to ignore
Girls posess me, but they're never mine
I made my entrance, avoided hazards
Checked my engine, I fell behind

I fell behind

She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause i'm a fuckin' boy

Remember when I was in the grocery store, now's my time
Lost the words,lost my nerve, lost the girl, left the line
I would wish upon a star, but that star, it doesn't shine
So read my book with a boring ending
A short story of a lonely guy

Who fell behind

She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause i'm a fuckin' boy

She makes me feel like it's raining outside
And when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom
I get too scared to move, cause i'm still just a stupid worthless boy

2006-01-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

i love my class!!! ahha... today was totally fun, we had a great time together haha.. the dragon boating was really super fun and i think most of us are a little red from the sun although the sun wasnt really out ahaha... im not very red but rah and jade are like lobsters ahahha... my right arm is aching.. weird.. since i was paddling on the left side hahah.. went back to stc today for sec 1 orientation ahah... met up with mrs shankar and mrs low and lao shi.. talked with them and stuff... oh! i forgot to mention that caroline made us wait like super long for her and lemo haha.. so now caroline has to do whatever i say ahahhaha... oh, cindia's new name is taxi_gal88
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

2006-01-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

Orientation at cjc is alright hahaha... ig7 was a little quiet but the girls are nice hahaha... im in class 29... i like my class haha.. the whole class is like super sporty and stuff so ya hahah... tmr's the "outdoor" day hahaa... hope its gonna be fun!!!

2005-12-31T17:41:00.000+08:00

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well,
I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit -
it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on,
remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry,
I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you,
I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

2005-12-28T17:49:00.000+08:00

its been almost a month since ive come online haha... been working real hard and now my hands are ugly cos of all the paper cuts =( anyways, ive decided to take the last week off to prepare of jc! haha... im in ig 7.. who else is in? msg me ya haha...

2005-12-01T21:02:00.000+08:00

im back from bangkok!! im totally exhausted ahhah... i dun need to shop for the next 6 months or so haha... oh, i met dan in bangkok, so coincidental!!!!! such a pity i didnt bring my phone and that i met her on the last day, jus a few hours before i had to be in the airport.. but her hair's damn cool la ahahha... anyways, im gonna spend the next few days with my sis haha... i love her man, she;s damn cool hah...

2005-12-01T17:56:00.000+08:00

I looked out for you and this is how you treat me? you know what? ive given up. i shall be the selfish b*tch who cares for only herself.

Slit my throat and bleed me dry

2005-11-26T12:01:00.000+08:00

the apartment was totally fun!!! haha... too lazy to blog much but mahtani and wei stole all the blanket at night so i was just left with my small towel and i almost froze ahaha... but it was fun... 4 hours of sleep isnt enough for me so later!

2005-11-23T21:42:00.000+08:00

today was super fun!!! haha.. for warm up we ran like 4 laps and i was tired after that haha... think its cos i was talking too much ahaah... then we played a full match... there were so many insects and worms on the court and i ACCIDENTALLY stepped on one of them.. i have a question, do worms have a heart? like their body is so small then their heart must be like super small, is it? but when i examined the carcass, it was like just a whole mess of blob haha... anyways, im aching all over now haha.. my arms hurt cos i was carrying elaine's stuff and im a little pink ahahha...then after that we went to town to eat... sat at cafe cartel and talked for like super long.. i missed the times when we used to do that haha.. dan left cos she had to do her hair.. when we left cafe cartel, her hair wasnt done yet so i guess we'll see it another day haha.. then walked all the way to far east cos jeremy was having his prom.. york hotel was so far in!!! talked alittle then left ahah.. now im at home and my sis and her friends are xbox-ing so im left here on the com ahahha... kk thats it!

2005-11-19T15:55:00.000+08:00

alright man! 'o's are finally over!!!! hahah.. i feel so relieved haha... gotta catch up on my social life i.e. shopping! ahhaha.. i havent been to town for ages haha. ytd was damn funny, fei was totally high and she banged into so many strangers hahaha... hmm.. not in the mood to blog anymore hahaha...

Lifehouse
Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

2005-10-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

Cj is totally gonna be my first choice haha..

Nirvana
Heart shaped box

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

Hey!
Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey!
Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey!
Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice.... your advice
Man eating orchids forgive no one just yet
Cut myself on Angel's Hair and baby's breath
Broken Hymen of your highness I'm left black
Throw down your umbilical noose so I can climb right back

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Your advice

She eyes me like a pisces when I am weak
I've been locked inside your Heart-Shaped box for weeks
I've been drawn into your magnet tar-pit trap
I wish I could eat your cancer when you turn black

Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice
Hey! Wait!
I've got a new complaint
Forever in debt to your priceless advice

Your advice
Your advice
Your advice

2005-09-22T20:36:00.000+08:00

Nirvana
Man who sold the world

We passed upon the stair, spoke of was and when
Although I wasn't there, he said I was his friend
Which came as some surprise I spoke into his eyes
I thought you died alone, a long long time ago

Oh no, not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With the man who sold the world

I laughed and shook his hand, and made my way back home
I searched for form or land, for years and years I roamed
I gazed a gazley stare, we walked a million hills
I must have died alone, a long long time ago

Who knows? not me
I never lost control
You're face to face
With the man who sold the world

Who knows? not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With the man who sold the world

2005-09-21T21:57:00.000+08:00

Prelims are finally over!!

haha.. no more prelims!!! 6 more weeks till the big day!

Rockstar: INXS

JD Fortune is the new lead singer for INXS!!!! marty's good too but jd's a better performer haha.. think im like the only person who watches it cos no one else talkes about the show with me hhahha.. and i think Raphael from the house band is a damn good lead guitarist ahhahaha....

Night watch

today, went out with my mom and sis then my sis and i went to great world to catch night watch at 420.. the stupid ticket seller wont sell me the tickets cos i didnt bring my i/c.. rubbish la! so i called my my mom and she brought my wallet.. then we went back there and the same guy was there then he was like "whoa, go back and take wallet ah?" then my sis said "YA!" in a super rude tone hahha.. i love my sis.. then the guy wanted to check my sis's id even though they checked the first time round so my sis was like "check again? NAH!" ahahha.. she;s super attitude but i love her hahaha.. the show is damn good!!! i wanna watch it again hahaha... i love those type of shows haha.. i wanna go get the comic hahaha...

2005-09-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

Pink Floyd
Wish you were here

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have you found? The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

2005-08-21T16:19:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging for a while and i know im not supposed to be online now haha... prelims are in 2 weeks... stress... and i cant find that stupid cme thing and i cant get into friendster.. haiz... nvm, at least im gonna go play pool with my sis later haha... bye!

2005-08-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

hmm... yesterday, went out lunch with alvina then joined mel they all to help mahtani find her grad clothes... we totally walked alot hahaha... she didnt want to take her fbt shorts to try hahaah... at far east while she was trying on a skirt, jia yi helped me to pick out earrings for my sis cos i rmbed she wanted those nice nice type hahaha.. when i gave it to her, she liked it so i told jia yi and her head started to swell ahahha... kinda funny haha...

today... nothing much happened in the morning.. then jus a little while ago, my dad went to the garden to dig up a worm for our crabs (in case you didnt know, we keep 5 baby crabs) and he put it in the cage... it was damn sick la..... the crabs were like pulling the worm apart and using their pincers to cut the worm... *viewers disgresion is advised* haha.. then my dad dug another one up hahaha... and fed them so now he's changing the water cos the worm made the water dirty haha....

2005-08-08T20:35:00.000+08:00

haha blog invasion.haha
stacy asked me to update her blog for her
cuz she claims that she's studying.haha and i'm
just being like how nice to her.haha cuz she says i'm always online.
whatever la,cant be bothered bout her blog alr.haha

STACY: you better thank me.(:

2005-08-05T21:41:00.000+08:00

today was super fun!! jean and i were totally super high hahahah.. and weiqi was like super evil to me can hahaha... she wanted to fight with me before morning assembly can hahaha... then jean and i were totally high hahaha.. we were talking to mrs lim like super loudly can hahahah.. then i kept finding girls with coloured hair ties and jean wasnt happy so she was also looking hahaha.. then there was this girl whose socks had faded so jean and i approached her la.. we were totally laughin so much can haha... i was like "jean, you wanna handle it not?" "no la, you go do" "okay loh" but then, jean was walking infront so i said "haiya, you do la" hahahahha... then we were totally laughing when we were talking to that girl ahahah... haiz.. am i gonna miss the council?? i dunno...

2005-07-31T21:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's recollection was super fun!! k, to start of, went for the confi rehearsal at 230... i wasnt late k! followed jia yi to buy bread then met up with janice and nicole in church.. it ended at like 345++? since it was early, we went to great world.. the girls wanted to go shopping so the guys went to play pool... we "shopped" for like half and hour and got bored so we went to join the boys... whoa sia, they play damn long can ahhaha... in the process, we stole jia yi's slipper/s (there were 2 occasions ahah) and put it at the other end of the room ahahha... we ended up leaving the place at like 530... went back to church and played "Jedi versus Sith" it was damn fun la ahhaha.. all of us wanted to target jia yi but we decided to be nice hahaha... in the end i got like 110 points and chris jen had like 125 so arnold gave me his cards but chris stole one so i had 125 and he had 130 so i lost out ahah... then we went round the church finding the 7 gifts of the holy spirit... it was damn fun la! kevin, kristin and i were in a group.. we were damn good la, we found all 7 the fastest but we stuck the other useless ones around the place cos we thought we didnt need it.. but we did so we went around finding but we couldnt find the last one so ya.. then had dinner...then the armour thing then praise and worship... after praise and worship when ivan said "peace be with you" then everyone jus stood there hahahaahha... after awhile we got it then started hugging everyone hahaha... then ya, it ended...

how would you have wanted me to react? i didnt want want our friendship to end so if you'd jus look at me when i look at you, our friendship maybe salvaged...

2005-07-31T21:01:00.000+08:00

People
They don't mean a thing to you
They move right through you
Just like your breath
But sometimes
I still think of you
And I just wanted to
Just wanted you to know
My old friend...
I swear I never meant for this
I never meant...

Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake

Sometimes
I forget I'm still awake
I fuck up and say these things out loud

My old friend...
I swear I never meant for this
I never meant...

Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake

Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
Don't look at me that way
It was an honest mistake
An honest mistake

 you may or may not know who you are
but it really was an honest mistake... friends?

2005-07-18T21:35:00.000+08:00

Baybeats 2005 totally rocked!!

my sis brought my ytd, it was damn nice!! although i could like feel the person behind me touching my ass but who cares? Electrico was damn cool!!! they're a damn cool live band... i think the drummer is like way funky hahah... glad my sis brought me ahhaah... after that was some american band, they were not bad too ya... it was way cool, no regrets.

2005-07-15T21:17:00.000+08:00

whoa man! i havent updated in little over a week... is it cold or is it just me? but the fan;s not on... nothing's on only this com and the light ahhaha... listening compre today, it was alright hahaha... i didnt dare to sneeze or cough ahhaha.. i only did it once after the "tink!" sound hahahah... quite funny la ahahha....

I want to tell if I am or am not myself
It's hard to know how far or if at all could go
Waiting far too long for something I forgot was wrong
I don't know all the answers I think that I'll find
Or have it within the time but it's all that I'll have in mind
Until I fall away
That won't keep us waiting long
Until I fall away
I don't know what to do anymore
Until I fall away...
My fear pretend that I'll never be in love again
It's real to me but not like these fools and not like this scene
I won't find or have it within the time
If it's all rusted and fade in the spot where we fell
Where I thought I'd left behind
It's loose now but we could try
Until I fall away
I won't keep us waiting long
Until I fall away
I don't know what to do anymore
Until I fall away...
When there's no good answers
To those new questions
Another personal disaster
There's nowhere to go but down...

2005-07-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

Im totally addicted to this song now hahaha... listened till my ishuffle is running low on batt hahaha..

Audioslave

Be Yourself

Someone falls to pieces
sleepin all alone
someone kills the pain
spinning in the silence
to finally drift away
someone gets excited
in a chapel yard
catches a bouquet
another lays a cousin
white roses on a grave

to be yourself is all that you can do
to be yourself is all that you can do

someone finds salvation in everyone
and another only fame
someone tries to hide themself
down inside their selfish brain
someone swears his true love
untill the end of time
another runs away
is everyone united?
or is everyone insane?

to be yourself is all that you can do
to be yourself is all that you can do
to be yourself is all that you can do
to be yourself is all that you can do

you can be fading up
and pulled apart
or been in love
every single memory of
could have been faces of love
_____ is asleep tonight
i'm sure everything will end up alright
you may win love

but to be yourself is all that you can do
to be yourself is all that you can do

2005-06-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

I wanna go for the Good Charlotte concert!!! 12th july, right??? my sis offered to bring me but i refused la ahahha... i dunno if they're a good live band?? haha... we're just waiting for foo fighters to come then all of us will go! ahhaha...

2005-06-27T18:51:00.000+08:00

first day of school... we were totally mentally drained!!! dunno why.... i got warned by mrs chua and mrs lau about my hair... wad rubbish la!! my hair is alright k.... mrs chua was like

"eh girl, your hair ah... wads your name? stacy right stacy.. councillor better watch your hair ah"

then i was like yes, yes... then walked away... like dots can... i think my hair is okay loh... haiz... nvm, im gonna wax my hair down tmr and look like a total nerd :P... hahaha...
followed mahtani to vj today with mel to hand in her thing la... she;s so dots can ahah... we practically walked around the whole school ahhaha... haiz... then i came home, told my mom i followed my friend to vj then she was like

"see la, tell you to join hockey you dun wan"

then i was like "mmm"

2005-06-25T16:07:00.000+08:00

spurs won!!! pistons lost 81-74... not that close a game... i knew spurs would win! ahhaha... but my fav player is still allen iverson!!! he's the best!!! he;s damn fast and all aahhaha... too bad the 76ers never get anywhere ahahhaha...

2005-06-24T16:01:00.000+08:00

i think i've an explaination for my behaviour.. not behaviour but rather attitude?
okay, this is my theory...

when i was young, i was a rather quite child, i didnt really like to talk much and all... i was really easy to bully... as in, verbally... so if someone scolded me, i would just accept it, i guess i just didnt want to cause any trouble.. but in recent years, i guess i just couldnt take it, i wasnt able to contain all the anger accumulated inside of me and i just lashed out... maybe thats why now im so short tempered?? im really very fussy and if nothing goes according to my liking, i'll be kinda upset? but nowadays, im trying to control my temper... i'll just keep quiet and if i can walk away, i will... but if i really cant take it, you better run ahhaha.. cos its not a friendly sight when i get angry haahaha....

okay, on to "nicer" things hahah... just finished reading "The Pearl"... its an excellent book... the author really captured the human aspect of it all.. for example, the jealousy and envy of everyone in the village when kino found the pearl.. BUT!!! no one showed it... everyone acted humble... they even tried to steal the pearl.. dont you think it's so similar to human behaviour?? for example, have you watched batman? what bruce wane said at his birthday party was so true, most of the people there were just there to get free booze (alcohol) and live off him (freeloaders! haha) why? because he's rich! he's filthy rich! most people will act like super friendly but behind the rich person's back, his heart is black, secretly, he wishes that he were in that rich guy;s shoes.... so thats why rich people arent all that happy... its difficult for a the rich man to find out who his real friends are... only when something happends and say he loses all his money, only then will he find out who his real friends are... all the other superficial ones will run away, never to be heard or seen of again... now back to the story, you can see how the 'evil' of the pearl started to engulf kino.. he was becoming so inhuman, almost like a beast... he wouldve have done what it took to protect ths pearl... same goes for a live example, when someone strikes it rich, he's becomes so self-centered, he becomes almost beast-like... then again, all this is just a generalization, im sure not everyone is like that... are you?

2005-06-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

Went to bugis with my sis today... the man at the ear ring shop was damn funny haha... he said that my sis looks very punk and i look decent HAHA... its so weird! cos normally its the opposite hahaha... and he couldnt believe that we were sisters hahaha... super entertaining... oh ya, my sis was wearing a purple tank top with white pants and i was wearing my black stussy shirt with jeans... my sis styled her hair messy-ly and i spiked my hair.. but he said i look decent??? O_o
haahha... anyways, we went shopping somemore... i bought 3 shirts... a white one, red one and pink one... yes, pink ahahaha.. its nice k! hahaha... then the auntie at the shop was super nice hahah.. she kept giving me a discount ahaha... then when i bought the shirts, she offered me sweets!! ahhaha... super nice can ahha... then we jus kept walking and ya... i still cant find the sweat jacket i want!!!! haiz.... i want one with a hood, long sleeves, pockets and no zip... preferably grey in colour ;) hahah... i know im fussy but heck! ahhaha... if you see one like that anywhere, pls tell me haha...

you know, i really dont think that comic books should be made into movies... cos i feel that there has to be a certain "air" of mystery that SHOULD be left for the reader.. for example, in comics, ppl can create their own version of everything that is not noted in the comic like inbetween boxes and stuff... there should be some room left for the reader to imagine what the little minor details are... so, wad do you think?? haha...

2005-06-22T12:04:00.000+08:00

"I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head
Without your noose
You gave me something that I didn't have
But had no use
I was too weak to give in
Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again
But I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can't choose
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I'll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?"

2005-06-14T13:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday!!! went out with jia yi, karen, janice and christine.. it was kinda fun aha.. at 1130, denise called me to ask where i was... then i was " still at home? we're meeting at 12 wad!" then she was like " no! 1130!!" then i was like "HAHAH" but anyways, they went to watch mr and mrs smith cos i watched already so i joined them at 2 haha... i went to cut my hair... i hate it.. i look so ugly!!! bleh... then they went shopping and everything.. it was fun, actually ahahha... then we left from borders... but!! when i was at the bus stop, denise forgot to give me the chem text hahahaha... so she had to walk all the way to the borders bus stop to give me the book ahhahaha.... sorry jia yi!!! hahahah

2005-06-12T14:32:00.000+08:00

Im one day late but happy birthday to jay and tong2!

jay: sorry i couldnt be with ya to celebrate... you know the reason la but ya... happy birthday!

hmmm... warden duty this morning... it was alright... auntie pat was there haha... she;s really nice... nothing much happened...think im kinda into this reading frenzy now ahhaha... im half way through "the moth diaries".. its quite interesting... i finished reading that book i bought with mel at kino that day... after the moth diaries, im gonna read tuesdays with morrie... after that think i should finish "lord of the flies" ... when im done with that, i have to scout around the house for more books ahhaha... ive never read a john grishim book before, should i try?? ahahha... maybe when im ready, i'll go snag one from my mom's bookshelf ahahah...

you know... i really want my life to be like how it used to... its like, i really miss going for masses with my whole family... suwen's always busy so ya... stef's not really interested... my dad's always so daddy-ish and my mom is so busy with house work and stuff... its like you really want to be like those people who go for mass as a family... haiz... i guess you cant always have wadever you want... its alright, at least im grateful for having a family :)

2005-06-10T11:04:00.000+08:00

been real busy with thing the past few days... decided not to go out this week (sunday's not counted cos its the sabbath and supposedly the start of a week :P) wanna complete as much work as i can today... mainly, chem, bio, geog cos i finished my maths alr.... dun feel like saying anything more so ya!

I'm not sure what I see
Cupid don't f**k wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll, you ain't no G!

[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
It's legit, you know it's a hit
When The Neptunes and the Doggy Dogg fin to spit
You know he's in - tune with the season
Come here baby, tell me why you leaving?
Tell me if it's weed that you needing
You wanna breathe? I got the best weed minus seeds
Ain't nobody tripping VIP they can't get in
If something go wrong then you know we get to Cripping

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]
I'm not sure what I see
cupid don't f**k wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll,
you ain't no G!

[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
Now you stepping wit a G, from Los Angeles
Where helicopters got cameras,
just to get a glimpse of our Chucks
And our Khakis and our bouncer cars
You wit you friend right?
She ain't trying to bring over no men right?
Shiieet, she ain't gotta be in the distance
She could get high all in an instant

[Chorus - Justin Timberlake]
I'm not sure what I see
cupid don't f*** wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll, you ain't no G!

[Verse - Snoop Dogg]
Mami, mamasita, have you ever - flown on G5s
From London - to Ibiza? You gotta have cake
You'll have Sunday's with chiquitas
You'll see Venus and Serena, in the Wimbledon Arena
And I can take you

[Bridge - Uncle Charlie Wilson]
Nigga don't be young and foolish
You don't know what you're doing
You don't know what you've lost until she's gone (gone)
And her pretty face, drove you wild
But you ain't got that Snoop Doggy Dogg Style

Chorus - Justin Timberlake
I'm not sure what I see
Cupid don't fuck wit me!
Are you telling me this is a sign?
She's looking in my eyes, noticing no other guys
Are you telling me this is a sign?

[Snoop Dogg]
Don't think about it, boy leave her alone
Nigga you ain't no G!
She likes my tone, my cologne and the way I roll
you ain't no G!

2005-06-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

I'm back!!! hahaha... anything happen while i was gone??? ahhahah... i miss confi camp!!!

day 1

jia yi and i took cab from school then picked janice up and headed up to hougang... we told the uncle nativity centre so he dropped us at nativity church and said it should be around there so alright, we got off and started to call ppl chris, alfred and chocolate man cos we couldnt find the place... BUT!!! no one picked up our call so we jus walked... walked for like 30 mins!! hahha... eventually we decided to take a cab and we showed the uncle the map so he brought us to opp holy innocence pri there. it was morning star centre or sth then we didnt know if it was it so we decided to walk a little further but we ended up turning around and gng into the morning star place... by that time, all of us were super grummpy, esp jia yi cos it was hot and we had to lug our heavy bag everywhere ahhaha... in the end, it was the place hahah.. so we got changed and joined them for the activity, the bucket2 thing haha... it was alright i guess... then we had our shower, dinner and night activity... confession... whoa man, i jus lost it... i was crying cos of a certain situation so my facil jeannette was like real nice, she was hugging me and stuff... jia yi also came and ya... i dunno, i jus felt that we got so much closer because of the incident... after that, jeannette and i seemed to have this, i would say strong bond...that night, we were doing our maths and stuff ahhaha... then slept at like 12+, 1 like that....

day 2

got up... went to freshen up and just lazed around in our dorm until someone came to call us for breakfast... jonathan was damn funny, he spread the bread for me ahahah...then we had activities... the smart fella thing which was damn funny then the captain's bomb thing... after that we had lunch, totally wasnt hungry hahaha... then blah2... more activities, i think... we played polar bear!!! stupid but fun ahhha.. hmm... then we had the banner painting thing... it was quite fun ahhaha... our group's one turned out quite nice hahahah... although we like spent alot of time on the dove itself hahaha.... it was fun... then had sharing session then bath time... i was too lazy to change into my jeans so i jus wore my fbt inside hahaha... made me look fat AHAHA,... sheer laziness hahah... then had the session... it really made me feel something.... anyways, karen and i went into the prayer room to pray abit after the session... after that we went to the car park to talk with chocolate man while waiting for janice then we went to the room and ya...

day 3

got up at like 7+ ahahah... then we went down and waited at 8+.. then jia yi was busy sliding hahahha.... damn funny... then she started to teach everyone her dance hahah... then chris was also doing, damn funny la!! ahahhaha... everyone was giving her the O_o look ahahahha.... then breakfast... i learnt that poon cant make milo AT ALL!!! hahahha... it was diluted la ahhaha... this time, i spread bread for jon ahahahha.... then he made milo for me, better than jia yi's one HAHAHA... then we went to the room to "secretly' sign the card and stuff hahah... then cleaned the hall... whoa, it takes damn long to clean teh whole place la, and jon wanted me to mop lei!! HAHAHA>.. almost fainted hahaha... then wrote our warm fuzzies and did postman job then i was too lazy to change yet again so fbt and jeans haha... mass was alright... the cross was really nice hahaha... love it... then went for lunch... we were playing all the lame games and stuff hhaha... then it was time to go... went on the bus and ya... back to church and ya... it was fun... next year when we become youths, we'll go back and become facils!!! ahhahaha...

2005-06-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

hmm... orals today.. quite alright, i guess... rubbished my way through... think i should be able to pass?? haha... i read half of the book alr ahah.. the one i bought ytd.. its damn cute la hahaha... hmm... i really shouldnt be online.. i still have to pack for tmr ahhaha... LAZY!!! ahahhaha...

2005-05-31T20:11:00.000+08:00

woohoo! im getting new specs ahaha.. actually i picked it out alr haha... gonna collect it tmr! haha.. im xian of my old specs haha... besides, my lenses have a chip (dun ask how ahhaha)...

you know, im starting to doubt if my appeal will get accepted.. cos my sis said that they dun really want like sports ppl and stuff... even if im the vice, i dun think they want me cos my results totally suck... so wad if i have leadership rubbish and all that sort, it wont benefit their school.... im prepared to get rejected...

anyways!!! we;re gng out tmr!! hahahah... "I like to move it move it" right cheng???? ahahhaha.... ive been totally letting loose after 'o's ahahha... slept for like 3 hours ytd so i slept at like 2+ ahha.. was up doing integration ahahha.. its kinda fun actually ahhaha... imagine wad i would be like after 'o's??? O_o

i feel like bombarding myself with books this whole month ahahah.. im really gonna read ALOT ahhaha... have a lot of catching up to do...

Now it seems to me
That you know just what to say
But words are only words
Can you show me something else

Can you swear to me
That you’ll always be this way
Show me how you feel
More than ever, baby

[chorus]
Well, I don’t wanna be lonely no more
I don’t wanna have to pay for this
I don’t want another lover at my door
It’s just another heartache on my list

I don’t wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore

Now it’s hard for me
When my heart’s still on the mend
Open up to me
Like you do your girlfriends

And you sing to me and it’s harmony
Girl, what you do to me is everything
Make me say anything just to get you back again
Why can’t we just try

[chorus]
I don’t wanna be lonely no more
I don’t wanna have to pay for this
I don’t want another lover at my door
It’s just another heartache on my list

I don’t wanna be angry no more
You do know I could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore

What if I was good to you
What if you were good to me
What if I could hold you till I feel you move inside of me
What if it was paradise
What if we were symphonies
What if I gave all my life
To find some way to stand beside you

[chorus]
I don’t wanna be lonely no more
I don’t wanna have to pay for this
I don’t want another lover at my door
It’s just another heartache on my list

I don’t wanna be angry no more
You do know I who could never stand for this
So when you tell me that you love me, know for sure
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore

2005-05-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

chinese 'o's are finally over! hahaha.. hope i did fine.. i'll be contented with jus a b4.. or rather, more than happy cos the paper was really kinda difficult... nvm!! its over hahaha... whoa man, its time to relax ahhaha... during the hols, im gonna make it a point to read, read and read hahaha... ive been meaning to finish "Lord of The Flies" but ya ahhaha.. so im gonna start from page 1 ahhaha... ha... im so over excited now ahhaha... i slept for like 3 hours?? hahha..

tong!!! your chocs are still in my room!!! hahah.. must remind me next time k!! hahah

shepherd: how would i increase the sheep population? dont anyhow2 tihnk HAHAHAHAH... jus put a collar on me and that should be it ahahha...

jean & cherie: who are we getting next month? as in the teacher with us ahhaha.. mr sng is the best, his timing is damn accurate ahahhaha....

chiobu: dun worry, jay and i will go down once in a while to help if you'll need help ahhahah... take care ya!

chris! haha... that night i would have stayed up with ya later but cos of church la hahahahah....

natria: no prob! :) hahaha

MATCHBOX 20 LYRICS

"3 AM"

She say it's cold outside and she hands me my raincoat
She's always worried about things like that
She says it's all gonna end and it might as well be my fault
And she only sleeps when it's raining
And she screams and her voice is straining

[chorus]

She says baby
It's 3 am I must be lonely
When she says baby
Well I can't help but be scared of it all sometimes
Says the rain's gonna wash away I believe it

She's got a little bit of something, God it's better than nothing
And in her color portrait world she believes that she's got it all
She swears the moon don't hang quite as high as it used to
And she only sleeps when it's raining
And she screams and her voice is straining

[chorus]

She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to
And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days, and days
She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway
But outside it's stopped raining

2005-05-20T21:31:00.000+08:00

exams are finally over!!! HAHAHA... my results suck.. but im kinda alright with my chinese?? hmm.. went to visit poon... poor girl, she better rest... then went town.. ate and walked around like crazy haha...

recap!
first week of exams... i was feeling like crap... i jus HAD to fall sick during the exam period ahha... i was totally crazy la... it was damn taxing on my part to study and have headache and fever and stuff haha... i practically took alot of panadol ahahhah... but it helped!! hahah...
second week.. was much better... then ya, jus went thru it all and yup!

I heard that you were home again, but you don't look like your back to me
With your focuses changing your gaze is transfixed on a point that I can't often see
You've got your new ties, I've got my old knots, you've got your inside lines
But your never happy with what you've got

Careful now,
You're so beautiful
When you've convinced yourself
That no one else is quite as beautiful

I heard that you were living well, but you don't look like your living to me
Though the sparkle is gone, the smile is in place so that everyone watching can see
You've got them all convinced, but I know it so well
That you could list your friends, but you can't count on them

Hold it now
You've got everyone convinced that your alright
When no one else is quite as vulnerable

As soon as you got it you want something else
It's not the sale that you love, its the sell
It's not the price that's going to cost you
It's just the weight that's going to bring you
Down, down, down, down

It's going to bring you down, down, down, down, down

Hold it now
You've got everyone convinced that your alright
When no one else is quite as vulnerable

Careful now
Your so beautiful, when you've convinced yourself
When no one else is quite as beautiful

As soon as you got it you want something else
It's not the sale that you love, its the sell
It's not the price that's going to cost you
It's just the weight that's going to bring you
Down, down, down, down

It's going to bring you down, down, down, down, down

As soon as you got it you want something else
It's not the sale that you love, its the sell

It's not the price that's going to cost you
It's just the weight that's going to bring you
Down

2005-05-17T14:35:00.000+08:00

Dashboard Confessional
"The Best Deceptions"

I heard about your trips
I heard about your souvenirs.
I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights,
and the cool guys that you spent them with.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.

Don't you see, don't you see,
that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you.
So kiss me hard
'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday
and this awkward kiss that screams of other people's lips will be of service
to keeping you away.

I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.

I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.Ignoring the phone,
I'd rather say nothing. I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
You're calling too late
too late to be gracious you do not warrant long goodbyes.

2005-05-17T14:20:00.000+08:00

whoa man, been mugging real hard these past few days... almost lost it today during break time haha.. was totally crazy... wanna cut my hair soon!!!

i love the contender!!! my new fav show... but my fav fighter got emiminated last night, Alfonzo Gomez.. damn saddening can!!! whoa... it was kinda wasted cos he;'s a damn good fighter... oh well, maybe i'll see him fight in the world championship hahahah... ahh!!! i think peter manfredo will win ahahah... we'll see! BLAH! ahahha...

k, too lazy to do anything else..
bye!

2005-05-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

i feel so stupid today ahhaha.. fell down the stair ahahhaha... dunno wad i was doing ahha.. then jadey, mel, poon and wei2 were there ahha.. now my ankle is frickin pain ahhaha... bio prac was quite fun ahha.. kiwi fruit! i used the magnifying glass till got headache AHHAHAHA.... feel so silly hahaha... went out for food ahhaha.. ate at macs and stayed there for like 2 hours ahah.. poon bought flowers and i totally love the white one!!! cleaned the church and my dad sent poon the kings ahha.. he said she;s very cute cos my dad's car is very high and stuff HAHAHAH... then in church we were talking about our perfect spouse and stuf hahaa... mine must have manners and be matured ahhaha.. poon's must be patient ahaha... then ya....

City's breaking down on a camel's back.
They just have to go 'cos they dont hold back
So all you fill the streets it's appealing to see
You wont get out the county, 'cos you're bad and free
You've got a new horizon It's ephemeral style.
A melancholy town where we never smile.
And all I wanna hear is the message beep.
My dreams, they've got to kiss, because I dont get sleep, no..

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let's turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Laughing gas these hazmats, fast cats,
Lining them up-a like ass cracks,
Ladies, homies, at the track
Its my chocolate attack.
Shit, I'm stepping in the heart of this here
Care bear bumping in the heart of this here
Watch me as I gravitate
Hahahahahahaa.
Yo, we gonna go ghost town,
This motown,
With yo sound
You're in the place
You gonna bite the dust
Cant fight with us
With yo sound
You kill the INC.
So dont stop, get it, get it
Until you're cheddar header.
Yo, watch the way I navigate

Windmill, Windmill for the land.
Learn forever hand in hand
Take it all in on your stride
It is sticking, falling down
Love forever love is free
Let's turn forever you and me
Windmill, windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Dont stop, get it, get it
We are your captains in it
Steady,
Watch me navigate,
Ahahahahahhaa.
Dont stop, get it, get it
We are your captains in it
Steady, watch me navigate

2005-05-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
Nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and 
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you 

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and 
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you 

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful 
Everything she does is right 

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and 
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of 

You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do nothin to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and 
I don't why I can't keep my eyes off of you 

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

2005-04-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

whoa man, my blog has been rotting... hmmm... alot of stuff has happened in the past week... but i cant rmb HAHA... hmm... cut my hair last saturday... kinda like it but it would be nicer if it were shorter hahaha... but then i would jus die ahhaha... hmmm... haiz... today... after bu xi poon and i went to great world... ate lunch for like an hour...she made me get the jelly spoons!!! hahaha... then we totally walked around for like the noext 2 hours ahhaha... we went into SASA to spray the scents haha... i need a new scent... hahaha... have sth in mind but i'll think about it a little longer hahaha... church cleaning was fun.. then ya!

2005-04-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

whoa, been super busy recently... oh!! bought The Killers cd hahahah... super happy!!!! hahha.. simple love them... think the lead has a super hot voice hahaha.. like that Nigel guy at the youth forum today ahhaha.... hmm... cleaned the church haha... was kinda fun.... oh ya! i went home after bu xi today then i had a headache but my panadol was expired so i did the next best thing- slp ahhahaha.... poon called my house then my mom said i was sleeping then she was like 'ha??' ahahhaha.... sorry poon! ahhaa.... got up at like 640 and reached church at 645 hahaha.... bleh... yup... thats it... oh ya, im planning to make an effort to go for a run since there's no more training ahahha... will i get heavier cos of the muscles?? ahhaa.. hope not...

2005-04-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

I'm coming out of my cage

And I've been doing just fine

Gotta gotta gotta be down

Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss

How did it end up like this

It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep

And she's calling a cab

While he's having a smoke

And she's taking a drag

Now they’re going to bed

And my stomach is sick

And it's all in my head

But she’s touching his—chest

Now, he takes off her dress

Now, let me go

I just can't look its killing me

And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea

Swimming through sick lullabies

Choking on your alibis

But it's just the price I pay

Destiny is calling me

Open up my eager eyes

'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage

And I've been doing just fine

Gotta gotta gotta be down

Because I want it all

It started out with a kiss

How did it end up like this

It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep

And she's calling a cab

While he's having a smoke

And she's taking a drag

Now they're going to bed

And my stomach is sick

And it's all in my head

But she's touching his—chest

Now, he takes off her dress

Now, let me go

I just can't look its killing me

And taking control

Jealousy, turning saints into the sea

Swimming through sick lullabies

Choking on your alibi

But it's just the price I pay

Destiny is calling me

Open up my eager eyes

'Cause I'm Mr Brightside

I never...

2005-04-15T20:21:00.000+08:00

dun ask about ipos.... but it was fun k, really got to bond with rat and teo... saw weiqi's charismatic guy hahaha... he's not bad la k, jus tt he has a nice smile.. i bet tsk was staring at him hahahah... but congrats to them and scgs... the scgs girls are really nice, esp the one who spoke hahah... anyways, thanks to all the supporters who went down (althought they didnt have a choice) haha... tks to sexy, tsk and michelle for being there for me when i almost cried ahha.... but the imperial black guy spoke well but kinda arrogant? the scgs girl was good but she kept looking behind... anyways, maybe next year? or the youth thing.. i want the 30k.....

2005-04-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

Thought I ran into you down on the street,
Then it turned out to only be a dream,
I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
She went away and then I took a different path,
I remember the face,
But I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how whatsername has been
Seems that she disappeared without a trace,
Did she every marry old what's his face,
I made a point to burn all of the photographs,
She went away and then I took a different path,
I remember the face,
But I can't recall the name,
Now I wonder how whatsername has been
Remember, whatever,
It seems like forever ago,
Remember, whatever,
It seems like forever ago,
The regrets are useless,
In my mind,
She's in my head,
I must confess,
The regrets are useless,
In my mind,
She's in my head,
From so long ago
And in the darkest night,
If my memory serves me right,
I'll never turn back time
Forgetting you, but not the time

2005-04-08T21:32:00.000+08:00

today had 2.4... whoa, my timing is totally dots can ahhaha... hmm... had the NE thing.. i was totally stoning can haha.. was counting on wei2 to answer everything hahah... when they went round the table i was like "like weiqi said... dots3.." HAHAH... i was too lazy to think of my own answer cos i totally dunno anything about NE hahaha... had chinese remedial... poon and jadey were so evil can!! they made me read the whole passage myself... ahahah... then came home... prepared dinner and miss poon got lost coming to my house haha... had dinner with her then went to church... church cleaning is actually quite fun ahahha.. all the aunties there are all very nice hahaha.. then went to see if my sis was done but she wasnt so my other sis and her bf sent me home ahhaha... and yup!

2005-04-07T21:44:00.000+08:00

today... had training... 20 mins warm up... man, my stamina is deteroriating sia.. 2.4 tmr... i HAVE to run tmr cos next week is the presentation then ya... hmm... watched the cheerleaders... i think its not bad, know hahaha... oh ya!! ym!!! must keep stanley2 k!!! since you LOST stanley ahahha... hmm... yup, thats it ahhaha...

oh ya, my pts wants me to say sth SWEET bout her... but ya haha... k, her note was nice?? haha...

2005-04-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

today!! hmm... think our cheerleaders are good! ahahah... then i was at the gym area with poon, shaleen, mel and the cheerleaders... then some idiot from dunno wad house shouted 'isabel sucks' i was damn pissed la so i shouted 'frick you la!' HAHAHAH... then lily was staring towards the direction where the insult came from.. but all the ppl scared la so didnt dare look HAAHHA... lily's damn power... then after awhile, another insult came but we decided to be humble so we didnt say anything AHAHHA... and miss poon was happily massaging my ankle and it hurt like hell can ahhaha.. i felt like smashing her head HAHAHA... crap, think im getting fatter ahhaaha... die, need to diet HAHAHA.. weiqi and i are gonna diet tgt but sure cmi HAHAH... oh ya! i kinda made a deal with tsk?? if i wear the thing she and had got for me, she will treat me lunch ahhaha... should i?? hHAHAHHA....

2005-04-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

got up at like 7+ today, super early can!! ahha... then did my hair, took my jacket and left the house but it was totally raining!! so i jus wasted my time doing up my hair ahahha...lh cabbed down to my place then went to pick miss long up ahhaha.. long story... then went to kallang for the juniors match but it was postponed haha... then we went to Mcs and we were drenched thru can ahhaha... dan said the tkgs girls kept staring at me?? wadever ahhaha... sat inside and ate... after making like hundreds of calls, i decided to go to nus hahaha.. the cab driver was super nice la ahhahah... he gave me 40 cents off the fare ahahaha.... the ipos thing was actually quite fun leh!! haha... the ppl were totally banging us can!!! hahah... but it was fun la... hmm... then went home with weiqi ahha.... her mentor was really nice la ahha.. he got his friend to bring us to the train station ahhaha... the guy, benjamin i think, was quite nice la ahhaha.. kinda funny... then yup!